Oulet for Cropped up feelings over here

So today I’m going to tell you a story about a Boy a cat and a wicked Witch. It all began with a party a good organized fairytale-themed party. Because I wasn’t in to shopping back then I just took my old witch had , stole my mums black dress with permision and did my eyeliner in a way that only I can do. That was the night I met “Puss in Boots” also known as Samuel to me. The most gorgeous looking vampire-ish guy in the whole wide world. So I was like all myself and things and we had funn. He even kissed me. Bad thing is he left… That night he had to leave the party earlier and I was like screaming after him “Will I ever see you again” and his friend was like “I’m Pretty sure of that” Well his friend was wrong. I had been stalking him for days after that , just to get one litle response like maybe “Hi” . I got a whole hyves message saying all sensible stuff… and ending with “I’m not ready for a relationship yet”. Ugh… I hate that sort of people. People who make you go all mad , and then leave you. However today I’m more down than evver want to know why? I FOUND HIS GIRLFRIEND ON FACEBOOK. And May I say that they make such a great couple she’s atractive like hell not in a barbie-way but in a intelligent way. I can’t live up to that , I could never. He seems to be having funn to0, He had a birthday yesterday , I congratulated him. I don’t know if you ever tried it but keeping your feelings to yourself while they are terribly strong , It’s impossible. I’m ready to find my happy ending , but it’s not ready to find me. Been searching for love for years…. stil haven”t found it. I WANT IT NOW



See wat I mean with atractive



Since When did Flirting become a crime?

Hiya Bloggers,

I was at fitness today and I was working out. Just doing cardio losing weight , and all that other stuff. I was ready and sitting at the open bar drinking my cup of tea when I noticed these two boys. Around my age I would guess even younger. I was looking , just looking I swear and then one of them looked back so I looked away. After a Minute they stood closer to me and I was like “WHAT THE HECK” If this is his way of flirting he will have to do much better than that. But I guess we are stuck in a time when Flirting is forbidden.  They don’t flirt because they are affraid of their friends making funn of them. So they go all macho and try to impress us. Tell you what, if you’re a guy and you are reading this:

Sure you can look at us It will make us feel flustered and atractive. But if you really want to get something going on , I think we ladies apreciate spontanity , Just go over and say Hi.

The more I stay in this Fitnes centre , the atractive men I see . It’s great to see their muscels , masculine menn. Ofcourse again : SOOOOOO out of my league! Damn Why ain’t I a barbie I’m sure they would fall for me if I was a dumb blondine with no brains or whatsoever , wearing heels , and wearing so much make-up it almost looks like a mask. Stupid Dumb Litle dolls who have a tons of followers just because her followers have no mind of their own. It’s almost like a Bee Hive.Where did the taste in women of our men go : Big Boobs , High Heels , and Housework. Instead of intelligent independable women they prefer a slut who is good in bed. Seriously …is that what it’s all about?


Prefer Sluts over independable intelligent women


La Cage aux Folles

So since the last few hours i’ve been obsessed with the dutch version of “La Cage Aux Folles” I know it’s about travestites and things. But it’s also about being different , and I consider myself as rather different . I’m trying to learn the songs by heart so I’m repeating each song a hunderd times just to memorize everything. I so totally want to see the musical. I’ll have to earn money to do that 😦 …

These musicals are so expensive nowadays and they even think about raising the prizes. They’ve put up A campange against raising the prizes It’s called “Nederland schreeuwt om cultuur” Or roughly translated : Holland is Screaming for Culture. I immediately singed the petition I off many persons would know who bloody expensive it is to go see a theater performance or concert.

Nederland schreeuwt om Cultuur

Nederland schreeuwt om culu8utr- Carice van Houten


However I will put some songs of the Dutch version of La Cage Aux Folles underneath



Wij zijn wat we zijn- Korte Versie

Wij zijn wat we zijn

En wat we zijn is een illusive

T’is allemaal spel , wees niet te snel met je conclussie

Het leven is onredelijk en hard en bitter

Het leven is net opgetuigd met gouden glitters

Kijk onder die Rok

Geintje of Bok

Kijk maar we zijn wat we zijn

Dus kijk vivant en kont vierkant en rond

Kijk maar we zijn wat we zijn

John Van Eerd- Ik ben wat ik ben

Ik ben wat ik ben. Ik ben mijn hoogsteigen creatie.
Dus kies het maar uit: Krijg ik gefluit of een ovatie?
Hier sta ik en ik wil gewoon een beetje stralen.
Maar ik zal mijn leven echt wel zelf bepalen.
Half namaak, nou en, kijk, dit ben ik.
Kijk dan, ik ben wat ik ben.

Ik ben wat ik ben en wat ik ben, laat zich niet dwingen.
Zo klinkt mijn muziek, vind je het niks? Ik vind het swingen!
En oh, God, ik weet best dat het maar klater koud is.
So what? Wie bepaald hier wat er goed of fout is?
Vriend, vijand of fan. Ik schreeuw het uit.
Kijk dan, ik ben wat ik ben.

Ik ben wat ik ben! Dit is mijn lijf, dit is mijn leven.
Geen schaamte, geen spijt.
Nooit een excuus. Niet te vergeven.
Dus haat mij, ha, maar je moet me van de bühne schoppen.
Laat mij, want dit meisjeshart blijft eeuwig kloppen.
Kijk dan! Ik beken. Dit ben ik echt.
Kijk dan, ik ben wat ik ben!